Sometimes, i just feel that i don't belonged here. Frankly speaking, back then, i never thought that i would eventually chose here to pursue my further study. I don't regret, don't get me wrong, i mean this university is really nice,after all, it's one of the top universities. But because of that, i am so burdened. Every student here seems so smart in everything, they get good grades easily, and it seems that i am the only one that fall behind.
Anyway, the exchange application is open and i am thinking where i should go. Well, to be honest, i guess i don't have much choices. Last winter when i went back home, i talked to my dad about my plan to go to US for exchange. But sadly, my daddy said no. :/ I know that he cares us a lot, but i never thought that he won't allow me to go. ;/ so i guess i am going to put Singapore as my first choice. It's not a bad choice actually, i have my sister who is currently staying there and i could go home whenever i want. . . . but i am quite disappointed, actually.