Sunday, December 15, 2013

new things

introducing my new jersey. 

Tuesday, December 10, 2013

it's finals baybeh

so it's final exam period now.



Saturday, December 7, 2013


To be honest, i have not discovered neither my passion nor my ambition yet. This topic just came across to me as i was reading some successful stories from young entrepreneurs.

When i was little, i wanted to be a linguistic and then i said to my mom that i would like to major in English literature. Later on when i was in primary school, i found out that English grammar is too complicated and i thought i could be a teacher. Since my mom is a teacher, i thought i could be a piano instructor . When i was in junior high school, my elder sister told me that she would like to be an auditor and she's taking accounting and finance as her major. I have never interested in business courses and i thought i would read something more scientific for my future. After i was admitted in the acceleration class, i felt so tortured by all the science subjects but still, i was still thinking to major in engineering just because i don't want to study the same scope with my sister. and i have always known that my daddy and mommy  have high expectations to me. So when i was browsing about any engineering disciplines that i would like, i found that my attention was drawn in buildings, structures. so i said to them i would like to major in civil engineering or project and facilities management or even real estate. I put Project and facilities management as my first preferred major on my entrance test to NUS and i got rejected. I was sad but i realized there's nothing i could do. Moreover, my mom also did not allow me to go to UNSW to major in civil engineering (UNSW was my plan B)  So i threw all of them,  and applied to SIM studying banking and finance. Around that time i was reading a novel about banker and i thought it was cool to be able to work in an investment banking company. But i guess i was wrong, i got an offer letter from HKUST, and i was admitted to the school of engineering. Frankly speaking when i applied to HKUST i was just challenging myself and i put engineering as my preferred major since i thought it's a university that focuses on technology and science. At when i knew i was admitted, i was going to reject it. Hong kong has never came across in my mind and to be away from my hometown for like 2633 km, i was pretty certain that i would reject it by myself. But then with all the reputations that HKUST possess, i would be lying if i said i would reject it because of my crazy homesickness. So i came here, and of course, asking the admission officer if i could change my major to business since at that time i was so determined to be a banker. After completed one semester here, i began to like my major and realized if i had to study economics or accounting i wouldn't have enjoyed it as much as i did with other engineering courses.  So i decided to stay in the engineering school and chose which streams i would like to major. Still, my choice lies on civil engineering instead of chemical or industrial engineering. I tried the chemical engineering courses but i felt that it was not my thing and for industrial engineering, i thought i only interested in it since it's a combination of business and engineering. I preferred a more specific major so i chose civil engineering.

Now that i have completed another semester of my choses major, i don't really have anything to say. I dare not to say if  it's my passion but one thing that i am sure, i feel no pressure in learning and discovering what civil engineering is.

I hope i could graduate with this degree with a good CGA, have a stable job, and i would like to do an MBA in the future.

God bless!

Monday, November 25, 2013

again and again

another disappointment strikes.

and i feel so numb. i just don't know. i can't figure out things.

Sunday, November 24, 2013


Hello people. This is me updating from my dorm room at 2.13 am in the morning.

Today has been a long and tiring day. I started my day by helping the school of engineering event as one of the ambassadors until the late afternoon. After that, i went back to take a nap and went to work. I  worked until 11 pm , went back to my room to chit chat with my friends and FaceTimed with daddy for a while. Then, i am working on a video until now.

I need my bed now :'(

Saturday, November 16, 2013

a day off

finally a proper day off after 10 weekends spent on my part time job. 
I started this morning with waking up at 11 and had my brunch. and now i'm working on my proposal report for the language class. 
and yeah, this week is such a pain, i have to submit 5 homework when i am taking 5 subjects this semester. yeah i know, this uni is insane. 

probably the last time i would wear short pants for this year. Winter is coming! *throw confetti*

Thursday, November 14, 2013


so hello everyone, I'm back and I'm on my so-called "unstable" state.

recently all my mid terms result have gone wrong (Read: screwed up). i do wonder why i did so badly in the past three exams but i just couldn't find the right reason. i wonder if i couldn't manage myself well in between working and studying or i didn't prepare well.

i don't know why but i screw up everything.

last two days, i took the famous MBTI test. MBTI is a psychological test which lets us know which type of personality we are and which career prospect that would fit our characteristics. and my result is ESFP (Extrovert, Sensing,Feeling,Perceiving) i wasn't that surprised though since my estimated type of MBTI was 80 percent fit to the result. then i went on to see which career would fit me best. and………

there was no "engineer" in the list.

yes OH MY GOD hahahahahha

and now I start to wonder whether i am really suitable in this engineering subject.


Wednesday, November 13, 2013


in less than 60 days i would back to indooo :D #SHOUT OUT YAY

Friday, November 1, 2013

that point

ah i am so sad of the math's result.  sometimes i wonder if i am really belonged to here. and what i mean is my major.

Saturday, October 26, 2013

it takes two

so this is my almost-two-month new haircut ! :D

Wednesday, August 28, 2013

hola hule

will cut my hair this friday! :D

Sunday, August 25, 2013

round off

so i have finished my summer job and this upcoming is the last week of my summer holiday.

can't believe 3 months just passed in a blink of eye. 

recently i was so occupied with the trainings for the library student team and some work left for IAS. It was hectic. way too hectic and i didn't realize how tired i was until i woke up at 12 and found my heavy eye bag. Also, i have moved to my new room and it's double room. :D I have just cleaned the room and i love my new room now. Previously, my summer room is such a pain. It was so freaking dirty and even my bed was so smelly like asdfoaiejasdoifnd. I don't know how the guys who used to live in that room can survive.

Some of my friends have come back so my homesick is cured. Dorine even brought 2 boxes of my favorite cakes from the town. I'm way too happy. :D :D . right now im counting how many months left to january since i WILL go back to my hometown and celebrate my chinese new year there.

Thursday, August 22, 2013

one year

so it has been one year already since i left my hometown.

so hong kong, let's make our relationship last longer and longer kay.

Monday, August 12, 2013

morning glory


Friday, August 9, 2013

that rainbow.

I just secured myself a permanent part-time job as a librarian on my campus for the fall semester.

I'm so happy. I feel so delighted!! 

Actually starting from the spring semester, i have been looking for a permanent job but it is so hard to find and often, i got rejected.

I was losing my faith after the interview since i have been rejected by the library so many times. I had applied some jobs at the library and my applications had always been unsuccessful. This morning my mom asked me about the interview  and i replied that i don't know and i was prepared to get rejected again. My mom laughed at me and consoled me that i should not be that pessimistic and focus more on my academic studies. But who knows that i would get accepted when i was about to lose my faith?

Although the job nature is very simple but i am happy that i am given chances to explore myself and to learn more. Honestly i am worried in balancing my work life and my academic studies but i believe that i will make through it.

Thank you God for every blessing that you have given to me. I will work harder :D

Tuesday, August 6, 2013


i think recently i have been so blessed.

my hall extension, which only covers for around 15 days, but costs almost as equal as my summer hall fee (2 and half months period) is officially sponsored by the school of engineering. :D  can't imagine how happy i am.

and i have used to my part time job and it's such a great satisfaction for myself that i get a "promotion" for my own. i started as a simple helper, but it turns out that i was promoted to be an ambassador for the conference and i am given the chances to be more responsible for important tasks.  no word could i use to express how thankful i am now.

although i must admit that these jobs are quite demanding and i can't go back to home for this summer, i'm happy that i could cross one of my simple-goal-lists, which is maximizing my summer effectively. :D

in addition, i have been planning to go to singapore in january just for a simple getaway. i miss singapore's trademark tofu :D

so life is treating me well and i am working hard to put all my heart into every single thing that i do now. i always believe that when i give more, i will earn what i am supposed to have.

Sunday, August 4, 2013

the august.

tried this so called baby apps and it's said i'm going to have a boy. #fingerscrossed. HAHA

So yesterday a lot of my friends went back to Indo, and undoubtedly, i feel so lonely here. My other two roommates have gone home, so i live alone in this triple room. Moreover, my neighbor has also gone back which means i'm totally by myself this time. I could feel the immense sadness now. 

I wish i could skip these 5 months and go back to my hometown. :'"(

Recently i haven't had a normal sleep clock. I am quite occupied with my job and i feel so tired every time i go back that i just want to sleep whole day. Moreover, i am quite stressed about the room relocation for my assigned room for fall semester. some of my friends entrusted their things to me as they didn't want to have summer hall and sadly i have to move all of those people's bags, baggages or luggages just by myself. :'( so stressful.

Holiday is going to end soon and i don't feel like going back to school in any time. 

Tuesday, July 30, 2013

that time

cause during time like this, i need a space for my own.

Sunday, July 28, 2013

summer break

can't believe my 2-month-out-of-3-month-summer-holiday is just gone.

so within these 2 months, i have:
1. completed my summer course. thank god i had a wonderful group mates :D. The highlight was our group is the best group among all other 10 groups.
2. joined the engineering summer camp and was one of the emcees, organizers, and group leaders for the event. 
3. got accepted for some part-time job at campus. Thank god i have 2 different part-time jobs during summer. :) feel good when i could spend my summer effectively. 
4. cried a lot when mom and little sis went back home after spending a week here. so here comes my homesick.
5. last but not least, am officially eighteen now! have renewed my id and bank account and welcoming myself for finally being legal! although this year birthday i can't spend with my family, i feel blessed that i could spend it cheerfully and joyfully. Big thanks to my hkust pals who pranked me and showered with so much loves and surprises. :)

and i have not:
1. shopped although summer sale is everywhere in the town. can't believe i'm too occupied.
2. re-organized my files on my laptops and my shelves. too lazy.
3. slept properly. recently i sleep around 2 or 3 and wake up around 12. sometimes i wake up around 2 pm. -,- what an unhealthy life.
4. lost another few kgs. i have forced myself to exercise more regularly than usual and to restrict myself from eating anything that would carry fat into my body. HAHA. #incomprehensible.

Monday, June 10, 2013


I'm so glad to be able to have you guys as my roommates.
You guys have colored my first year of university life and helped me to manage my over-dramatic homesickness.
It's you guys who made my first year so easy to cope with.
Thank you Valencia and Carolina. I'm so grateful to have you guys as my roommates.

I will miss our night talk every night before we go to bed.
I will miss the way we tease each other and laugh like there's no tomorrow.
I will miss the time when we go out and shop together
I will miss the laughs we have when we have a lot of pimples during finals and apply those magic pimple cream from Caro before we slept.
I will miss that silly moment with Valen when we will take picture while we are doing face-mask treatment.

I wil miss you guys a lot. Thank you for this memorable one year.

Sunday, June 9, 2013

Friday, June 7, 2013

The holiday

finally finished all my finals and results are out! *faint

so the results are quite satisfying, well at least for me. But again, i think i screw my math. -_-

but then, hello SUMMER BREAK!!!

so topshop is finally here!! welcome to hong kong !!!

Tuesday, May 28, 2013

totally not my day

i hate myself.
i hate possessing an underestimation trait in myself.

Sunday, May 26, 2013

end of may

taken when i just arrived here few days ago back in february.

and now i'm halfway finishing the 2nd semester here.


deep in my heart, i am regretting my decision for not coming back to home this summer.

Saturday, May 25, 2013

Saturday, May 18, 2013

see through

i hope you could be more understanding.

Thursday, May 16, 2013

Tuesday, May 14, 2013


so hello people! for the past few weeks, i am way too occupied by assignments and projects, as always.

anyway, this week is the last week for the spring term. Next week is final week, and i will be having 4 exams in a week. so pathetic and hectic. -_- that's one reason why i am now busying myself and forcing myself to do reviews and read through all the lecture notes. after exam, there will be 3 months full holiday and i'm so looking forward to it!

am I? Last week, i would say that it would be fine to stay here during summer but i guess i won't say the same thing now.  My friends are planning and buying tickers to go back home and it's kinda sad that all your friends are going back very soon. First i thought i would stay here since my parents are coming at the end of june to spend their summer holiday and i have applied for some summer jobs in order to gain some work-experience. but oh well, i have been rejected by some departments which makes me even more pessimistic. I even consider about taking 2 summer courses since i have applied for summer hall. But then now, the homesick strikes again. and i know i should get through this feeling and focus on my finals first.

so byebye. see you later.

Friday, May 10, 2013

finals is coming

finals in coming in less than 2 weeks!

Wednesday, May 1, 2013

May :)

self portrait taken few days ago. i think my cheek is way too chubby T.T. Well, hong kong is definitely not a place where you can diet as there's always a dimsum restaurant in every corner of the streets.

today is a labour day, which means holiday for me.but all my assignment is pilling up again... all right, no more complaints. but today i miss home, i mean i always miss home but today i think my homesick strikes again. maybe it's because i'm all alone in the room and start to whine.

anyway, victoria secret store is opened in hong kong and i'm super duper excited! i have been using their beauty products and when i first came here, i was disappointed for the fact that they had no branch in here. but now it's opened and i'm the happy kid!  

I could mention hundreds of good reasons why i love staying and studying here but there's one thing -which i haven't overcome yet, can't really make me to stay here longer. i am lonely, although it's almost one year, i'm still lonely. well i do socialize, i know more people from other countries, but still, at time like this, i don't know whom i could really rely on.

Friday, April 26, 2013

as always.

somehow i just feel myself missing you.

Wednesday, April 24, 2013

happy happy

here are some photos that were taken one night during mid-term break :D

Now i know the function of a full-length mirror! teheeee

Tuesday, April 23, 2013

The one.

so i decided to take summer courses instead of going home for 3 months during summer break. Yup, i have 3 months of summer holiday. quite nice, huh? at first i actually wanted to apply for some internships but i can't since i'm still year 1 student with undeclared major. incredibly sad. so i choose to study first and maybe later  i will apply for some part time jobs at school during summer.

anyway, i'm going to choose civil engineering as my first choice and chemical engineering as my second choice. at first i thought i was going for industrial engineering but after some considerations, i stick to civil engineering. Although i did consider chemical engineering, but after i took some of the introductory courses, i found out that i just don't like it as much as i like civil eng. so that's it, i'm going for civil engineering. finger crossed, and god bless! :) 

and yeah, it's one month left to finals. i can't believe time really flies fast. When i came back here, i was complaining about my endless assignments and projects, my uncooperative teammates for the Choir Cabinet, and midterms. But then i have been officially appointed as the general secretary for the university choir, and i have passed some workshops as the student ambassador for the school of engineering, and i am now a peer mentor for the school of engineering. Moreover, all of my midterms result are out. All of them are quite satisfying except, computer course. -__- i am not a tech-savvy person, blame myself. and now i'm going to face finals in one month's time. so fast, everything is happening too fast. 

Thursday, April 18, 2013

Dear GL

Good morning Grisella Luivindy,

before you read my messages, i need to let you know something.....
well, i know i have always be your bestest friend. so don't cry babe, chill babe chill HAHAHAHAHHAHA

Firstly, Happy Birthday! :) i love you dear! may god always bless you and your dreams come true! :D:D

Alright, we have spend like 5 years celebrating each other's birthday together, but this time we can't. . . okay i sound too cheesy, but yes, i am sad. cause around this time, i would be busying planning all surprises to surprise you. anyway no worries, we are going to celebrate next year together! :') hehehehe

congratulations dear for being admitted to CUHK :D welcome to HK! *cheers*

They say that wisdom comes with age. You see, you don’t have all the signs of aging! Happy Birthday! ;P

have a joyful birthday! xxx

with love love loves,

Jennessia Chance.

Monday, April 15, 2013

hello, Miss KK.

Dear Karen Kesuma,

Happy Birthday! Happy eighteen! Time surely flies fast. Last year, i remember that we were having the national examination. you were studying physics for tomorrow's exam but then we came to surprise you teeheee :D i could still recall your expression, which was not that satisfying though :P

The truth is i am quite sad that we cannot celebrate your birthday together. But then i know we are going to stay the same. you are still my dayang-dayang and i'm still your duchess :').

We are still those immature high school teenagers right? :)  

Happy Birthday Dear, i wish you nothing but all the best for your life and your studies. May your days filled with happiness, joy, and laughters. :)

May god always bless you.

with loves and hugs,

Jennessia Chance. 

Wednesday, April 10, 2013


If only....

yes i hate that word.

Tuesday, April 9, 2013

the wrong one.


okay, maybe i'm a procrastinator. but seriously, why it should be this week WHY ?
To-do list for the next 3 days:
Physics homework is due on thursday. (oh, as always)
Comp assignment is due on friday.
Vocabulary test on this thursday.
Chemical engineering project which is due on next week but i have to finalized within this week.
and yeah, tomorrow i still have assessment test and video shooting related to the ambassador stuff.


Sunday, April 7, 2013


how i spent my weekend:

  • False Fire alarm at 4.22 am
  • Math Midterm on Sunday
  • Another annoying and inconsiderate person added on the list

May tomorrow be a better day!

Thursday, April 4, 2013


don't give me hope
cause it will rise up my expectations
and i'm afraid
i'm too afraid of failing again and again.

i'm not that strong.

Wednesday, April 3, 2013

April oh April

and the first three months of 2013 just passed. so FAST. well if i have to recall everything that happened for the last 3 months it actually didn't pass that fast. So on Sunday i will be having my very last mid-term exam! and it's mathematics fyi.

I'm having my one-week easter holiday and yeah i have been doing nothing except sleeping, going out, and watching korean dramas. I need to refuel, recharge and refresh myself after that one hectic week. So hello, easter break, you'd better treat me good yah!
and here's one picture i took this afternoon. i was running on the track to burn some fats hahahahahhaa. 
anyway, HKUST has amazing view right ? :D

Tuesday, April 2, 2013


tell me why life is so complicated
and i'm getting more and more tired
maybe because i realize you aren't worth fighting for
are you?

i wish i could run from this place
escape to somewhere where i wouldn't be recognized
and i would be happier than i am now

Monday, April 1, 2013

messy messy dot dot

today is one of those days that i will always remember

and yea, i burnt my steamed bun this morning. the common room was full of smokes and i could still smell it till now. i steamed it for only 6 minutes in the microwave and for the last 30 seconds, it burnt. ohh ohh oh my god.
don't expect me to show you the picture of my burnt bun. it looked really really horrible and terrible, so here's another picture of the traditional hong kong fine dessert :D

Sunday, March 31, 2013

bye march.

thanks march, for all the lessons that you have thought me.
thanks march, for opening my eyes to realize that there's people who worth and not worth fighting for.
thanks march, for letting me know that some people will remain who they are and some people are just not meant to be. 
thanks march, for all the tears that will strengthen me.

and i believe, tomorrow is going to be a better day than today. see you next year, little march.

Thursday, March 28, 2013