Monday, October 29, 2012


so this is how it feels to be the lowest point of life.

Tuesday, October 23, 2012

two months.

yeah, two months. time really flies fast. it has been two months since i arrived here. the previous two months i was still wondering how my life would be.

and now, i'm having the mid term week till 10th of November. the hectic period of university life. After mid, it left 3 weeks to final term. it's like shit.

but then when final term ends, i will be having a long long holiday, and i am coming back home and celebrating Chinese New Year.

but then, now i'm feeling like a shit for the upcoming midterms. ah, tension everywhere

anyway, i'm in love with my rosy background on my laptop. roses, i'm in love.

Saturday, October 20, 2012

Here i am.

I noticed that the new blogger can't allow us to post our draft with the same exact date we saved it. i have actually written a lot of drafts since i want to rewind all of those memories.

but then i'm still going to post from the beginning of my uni life.

so here is the first post i wrote since i arrived here.

So hello Hong Kong, you are going to have me for the next 4 years. so this is quite sad actually, i remember exactly that yesterday, i was still at Medan, Indonesia. I had my flight at night, so in the morning i went to eat my favorite noodle in town before i left. i know this sounds silly, but i just love the noodle too much :b. i had 2 bowls back then :b. then i went home, and made sure i had packed everything i needed. then in the afternoon i went to airport. it was hard to realize that i finally left all of my closed ones, and chose to go further away from my hometown to pursue my education. i hugged my grandma, grandpa, and my younger sister and i cried a lot. i was hugging them and crying. it's my first experience to study abroad and i know this is not gonna be an easy one. My grandma has cried few days before my departure. i knew it cause i have been a spoiled granddaughter of hers. Some of my friends came to say farewell,and i was glad they came. i was so blessed that i have all of them, parents, families,friends, and everyone who is always there from the first place to support me.

I have just arrived here and i felt tired, mom and dad are going to accompany me for 10 days, which means they are going back on 30th of August. :( i just hope that i won't cry that much.

and yes, i am officially homesick.

Thursday, October 18, 2012

closer and closer.

It's almost the half of the october which means it's one day closer to january. yeah, i'm going back home in mid january as i will spend some days at singapore with my older sister too.

the thing is i and my room mates just talked about how excited each of us was just by counting days to go home back. and for me it was just indescribable, i wanna go home as soon as possible. i miss everyone back there in my hometown. i miss everything back there.

It's not that HKUST and my friends are not treating me good but i just miss home. i want to go home.

Monday, October 15, 2012

Lazy monday.

here are some pictures during the cultural show(3/10/2012) that held by the GSO (global student office) at HKUST. and i represented Indonesia by wearing the kebaya for the first time. HAHAHAHA.

Friday, October 12, 2012

Black and white.

when i was a high school student, i always wondered which university i  would end up to. i always wondered how my uni life would be. i always wondered which country i would be living in to pursue my education studies. i always wondered what it would be to be independent. i always wondered how it would be when i was alone at a strange place. i always wondered how i would be if i was far away from parents. i always wondered how homesick i would be. i always wondered how i would miss all my friends. i always wondered how i would feel when the d-day was getting closer. and i always wondered how it would feel to be at the airport on the day i left. 

and i cried. a lot.  

Thursday, October 11, 2012

beyond blessed.


that feeling when you are being surrounded by people who love you is just.... amazing. and i just realized how lucky i am to be able to feel that feeling showered everyday from the warmth and love of my parents. :)

Friday, October 5, 2012


So here i am, being a first year freshman at HKUST, HongKong University of Science and Technology.

It was totally out of my expectation since i first planned to go to Singapore. i know, life's funny.

and for the first few weeks here, i lost few kgs which made my face looks not that round as usual. okay, that's one positive thing of studying abroad.