Monday, December 31, 2012


my only hope for the next three and half year. bless me god :)

Thursday, December 27, 2012


merry christmas everyone! :)
and yes, say hello to winter break! :D

Thursday, December 20, 2012

blow down.

at time like this, i wish i could have a temporary amnesia. i wish i didn't have to confront the reality.

if tomorrow is the doomsday, for once, i wish it happened.

Tuesday, December 4, 2012

weirdy weird

Her name is Valencia Gabriella. one of my two roomies :D

tea gathering

Here are some pictures when i was chosen to the tea gathering with the president ceremony. it's very casual and heartwarming gathering, and i am very lucky since i got chosen based on the computer lottery. So it's a very good opportunity since the President talked about his experience, his career and he listened to our views. All of us are basically got chosen based on the lottery so there were a lot of undergraduates, postgrads, and exchange students. we shared some our views and concerns about the university and how we would do to improve it.
I was glad that i joined this event and i realized that this is a really good idea since this gathering can allow most students to interact with the president. 

Thursday, November 29, 2012


tomorrow is the very last day of november which means:

one day closer to final, and
one day closer to the D-day to go back homeeeeee

for this week, i have finished some project essays and math quiz. i feel so relieved yet afraid as i haven't revised for the finals. I'm going to have 4 finals and each of them will contribute 50 percent to my final grade for each subject T_T i feel like crying now.

university life is just so different from high school, but i won't give up. It's my decision to come here and pursue my studies here, so hopefully i can survive till my fourth year here. amen!
i actually think about transferring to another university since i feel that this university's grading system isn't that effective. mom has agreed with my decision but i don't know if i can do the transfer credit thing to another university. i know the transfer credit thing isn't easy and in fact, it's quite problematic and complicated. and actually this university is pretty nice too hahahahahaha, except the continously tension that it gives to its every student.

geez, i hope i were still a kid.

Monday, November 26, 2012

First time

There's always a first time in everything. and for today, im gonna show you my first attempt in cooking instant noodle with microwave.

turns out pretty nice right? :D

3 months!

oh well it has been three months since i arrived here. time surely flies.

all of my mid terms results are officially out and most of them are quite satisfying except math :x

my math score isn't that good but at least i have done my best. actually i passed it but..... it's not good T_T

but i won't worry too much since i have passed the mean score. so right now i'm occupied with projects,assignments, and quizzes. this university really doesn't let its students rest even after midterms T_T. Moreover,it left two more weeks to final. My first final is Chemistry and Math, and i will have both of them in one day. ONE DAY. i can't imagine how i'm going to survive but let's see. My final lasts until 20th December and after that, i will be going to Disneyland yooohoooooo <3 p="p">

my blackberry is still broken and i'm still waiting for my new phone. this is a real sad.  i miss them a lott!

Tuesday, November 20, 2012


Mid term period officially ends! well it has ended last week actually.

The town is so full with all the christmas decoration and i am so happy with it. although i'm not a christian but i always look forward to christmas day. It's such a holy day where everyone gathers and i just love christmas tree! too bad my blackberry is still broken and in addition, i didn't bring my camera to here so i can't snap a pic. For the past few weeks, i have been busying preparing for mid terms and after the mid terms, i went to the town to find blackberry service centre. i don't really trust those locals to repair my blackberry since i think they are all so cunning. So after few attempts and asking seniors and strangers i met on my way, i finally found the official blackberry service centre.


the office is closed because it's sunday. and just when i plan to go there again, i was told that they aren't going to repair my blackberry as i bought mine back in my country. i was so pissed off and i haven't been able to communicate with anyone else as my only phone is down. I feel like i was living in the middle of stone age where light or whatever didn't even exist. and now that i want to buy a new phone, again, i was told that it's not available yet and i have to wait for weeks and for the worst scenario, months. so now basically my only device to keep in touch with my friends are only my laptop.

I think i have get used to it. oh god.

Saturday, November 3, 2012

feeling so blue.

Welcoming autumn!

i didn't expect it would be this cold when it comes to autumn. it's not winter yet the wind blows so strong every morning. :/

some highlights for this week:

have just finished math mid term, there are two more left.
my blackberry is officially broken now.
i have been feeling down for no reason.
i feel so sick.

Monday, October 29, 2012


so this is how it feels to be the lowest point of life.

Tuesday, October 23, 2012

two months.

yeah, two months. time really flies fast. it has been two months since i arrived here. the previous two months i was still wondering how my life would be.

and now, i'm having the mid term week till 10th of November. the hectic period of university life. After mid, it left 3 weeks to final term. it's like shit.

but then when final term ends, i will be having a long long holiday, and i am coming back home and celebrating Chinese New Year.

but then, now i'm feeling like a shit for the upcoming midterms. ah, tension everywhere

anyway, i'm in love with my rosy background on my laptop. roses, i'm in love.

Saturday, October 20, 2012

Here i am.

I noticed that the new blogger can't allow us to post our draft with the same exact date we saved it. i have actually written a lot of drafts since i want to rewind all of those memories.

but then i'm still going to post from the beginning of my uni life.

so here is the first post i wrote since i arrived here.

So hello Hong Kong, you are going to have me for the next 4 years. so this is quite sad actually, i remember exactly that yesterday, i was still at Medan, Indonesia. I had my flight at night, so in the morning i went to eat my favorite noodle in town before i left. i know this sounds silly, but i just love the noodle too much :b. i had 2 bowls back then :b. then i went home, and made sure i had packed everything i needed. then in the afternoon i went to airport. it was hard to realize that i finally left all of my closed ones, and chose to go further away from my hometown to pursue my education. i hugged my grandma, grandpa, and my younger sister and i cried a lot. i was hugging them and crying. it's my first experience to study abroad and i know this is not gonna be an easy one. My grandma has cried few days before my departure. i knew it cause i have been a spoiled granddaughter of hers. Some of my friends came to say farewell,and i was glad they came. i was so blessed that i have all of them, parents, families,friends, and everyone who is always there from the first place to support me.

I have just arrived here and i felt tired, mom and dad are going to accompany me for 10 days, which means they are going back on 30th of August. :( i just hope that i won't cry that much.

and yes, i am officially homesick.

Thursday, October 18, 2012

closer and closer.

It's almost the half of the october which means it's one day closer to january. yeah, i'm going back home in mid january as i will spend some days at singapore with my older sister too.

the thing is i and my room mates just talked about how excited each of us was just by counting days to go home back. and for me it was just indescribable, i wanna go home as soon as possible. i miss everyone back there in my hometown. i miss everything back there.

It's not that HKUST and my friends are not treating me good but i just miss home. i want to go home.

Monday, October 15, 2012

Lazy monday.

here are some pictures during the cultural show(3/10/2012) that held by the GSO (global student office) at HKUST. and i represented Indonesia by wearing the kebaya for the first time. HAHAHAHA.

Friday, October 12, 2012

Black and white.

when i was a high school student, i always wondered which university i  would end up to. i always wondered how my uni life would be. i always wondered which country i would be living in to pursue my education studies. i always wondered what it would be to be independent. i always wondered how it would be when i was alone at a strange place. i always wondered how i would be if i was far away from parents. i always wondered how homesick i would be. i always wondered how i would miss all my friends. i always wondered how i would feel when the d-day was getting closer. and i always wondered how it would feel to be at the airport on the day i left. 

and i cried. a lot.  

Thursday, October 11, 2012

beyond blessed.


that feeling when you are being surrounded by people who love you is just.... amazing. and i just realized how lucky i am to be able to feel that feeling showered everyday from the warmth and love of my parents. :)

Friday, October 5, 2012


So here i am, being a first year freshman at HKUST, HongKong University of Science and Technology.

It was totally out of my expectation since i first planned to go to Singapore. i know, life's funny.

and for the first few weeks here, i lost few kgs which made my face looks not that round as usual. okay, that's one positive thing of studying abroad.

Saturday, July 28, 2012


So Hello to my dead blog. I know i haven't posted any since. This is just an on-off dead blog.

i plan to delete this blog because.........

1. this blog is too ugly and i am so lazy to edit all the things.
2. i haven't posted any since long long time ago and i declare that it is officially a dead blog now.
3. i want to create a new fresh start for myself.

but then i want to reconsider it because......

1. this blog contains like 2 years of my life-journal. although i didn't post a lot but i will miss every post that i wrote.
2. i always love to rewind and reminisce memories.i wish to live in memory.
3. it's all about the memories, pains, and those exhilarating memories of my high school since i first wrote this blog. i can't just delete all of them as i want to create the new blog with the same url.

So here's life-first-problem for me: Dilemma.

Tuesday, July 3, 2012


Time flies. and I'm counting days too. It has been months since i last logged into blogger and i decided to write a brief post before it turns to another dead-blog.

I wish you were here. okay, period.

Monday, May 21, 2012

Life goes on.

Yeah, i like it the way we are now. don't ever change. :)

Thursday, May 3, 2012

Cause we are young,baby.

This short getaway makes me feel uncertain. I'm worried sick about making the wrong decision.

Monday, January 9, 2012

Should strive more, complain less.

we have arrived at that one point if we meet somewhere coincidentally, we will end up ignoring each other.

Monday, January 2, 2012

New resolutions

Happy new Year!!

it's 2012 now! and i'm turning 17 this year hehhehe :)