Thursday, April 28, 2011

Dropping by.

Hi. Just doing the blog walking, and I just came here after visiting Karen's . lol. She has finally decided to re-blog again, and that's good, because her blog is one of my favorites, i don't know if she will read this post, but i just hope she won't laugh or smile at herself when i am writing this post. :p

So holiday has officially ended, and today is April 28, 2011 which means it's already one year since the farewell trip. I have never known that I will miss My junior year this much, the BBQ party that we did at this time which contained the totally-not-fresh-spices. hahaa. all of us ate it a lot , and in the next morning we went to toilet like five times a day, and suffering diarrhoea. Ah, i miss those times a lot, The instant noodles that we used to cook every morning as breakfast, playing all those thrilling and jarring games at the Mickie's Funland. And the night when we played cards, taking hundreds of photos as we know sometimes we are going to miss every single second that we spent there. and that's just so right. :') i miss every single thing that has happened in the farewell trip. The togetherness that we have, The solidarity feeling that sticks in our hearts, and the love that we share through each other. At that time, We had no burden in our shoulders, We just aimed for fun, and we did it. :') we made the best moments, and unforgettable , and everlasting memories that will last in our hearts. <3

No word can express how much i love you guys, GO GO π r 2 t. IX-2 YEAR 2009/2010. :D <3

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

Missing you.

I first heard this song when watching Dream High, a Korean drama. It's completely a great drama, with an interesting plot, and the kind of drama that makes you can't sleep and can't stop watching it till you know how they end. and i am totally falling in love with this song.

Only Hope - Mandy Moore Mp3

Only Hope - Mandy Moore.

There's a song that's inside of my soul
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again
I'm awake in the infinite cold
But You sing to me over and over and over again

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands
and pray to be only Yours
I pray to be only Yours
I know now you're my only hope

Sing to me the song of the stars
Of Your galaxy dancing and laughing
and laughing again
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that You have for me over again

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope

I give You my destiny
I'm giving You all of me
I want Your symphony
Singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs I'm giving it back

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope

Furthermore, This song is played too in ' A Walk to Remember' movie. :)

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

Coffee and Tea.

Hello people. it has been a long time since i posted the very last post. way to lazy these days. yeah, Holiday always makes me feel better. Sleep late , wake late.

left two days and I'm going back to school routine. And right when i thought about it, I feel the dizziness of having school, exams and tuition. Seriously, These hectic schedules are driving me insaner and insaner day by day. i wish i could graduate soon ,so that i could know and feel the life of being a freshman. I know sometimes i'm going to miss my juvenile life, high school sweet memories, but right now , this second, all i want is to go somewhere far away, going to my dream university, and enjoy myself there. Because here, this place, sucks. i wanna start a brand whole new.

and i just realized that till now, i haven't found any suitable books for my journal. Then, im feeling like oh-my-god, since now it's April already, and we are going May just in few days more. how could i possibly this careless? it's such a lame if i start to write in May, although it doesn't show any much difference between April and May. -_-

don't read this post. i know i'm mumbling.

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

Sleep Soundly.

Hi. I am so bored so i decided to play with My cam. via Skype. and i am enjoying my holiday since the third graders are now having the national examination. So here i am!

okay low bad picture produced by this little cam. I'm being such a lazy worm these days, wake up late, and i feel sleepy all the days long. and at night, i keep busying myself with watching movies, online-ing , and reading novels. anyway, I am so in the mood for holiday!

Sunday, April 17, 2011

beautiful things.

Hi. Do you see the pictures above? i bet everyone has known it, yap, the OPI nail polish Katty Perry's edition with four colors. you may see this as ordinary nail polish, but wait till you see the topcoat Black shatter. See the crack pattern which covering all those nails? Yap, The black shatter is a dream comes true.

And i feel like collecting all those colors. I want i want i want i want. :(


Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Shouting out aloud.

I found out that truth is no longer a weapon to win, but how many people in your side decide.

Monday, April 11, 2011

Patience is the key.

i am trying. although i seemed so fine, but actually I'm not. I don't want to complain anymore, I don't want to be seen as a person who always think everything in her way, without thinking if i were them. I have known that every person have their own difficulties, and i make a deal with myself. I'm so done with all my complains, and i will just try to be tranquil, be calm, and manage it by myself. There should be a time where i feel the world is just so not equitable, but i believe every thing has its own way, and i should learn how to cope with it. I have noticed and thought about it, certainly I'm still standing with a point that's it's so unfair. That simple though won't change anything, but a way, an action to solve it. Now, i am trying, and struggling in order to find a way, to settle it.

Saturday, April 9, 2011

my eyes hurt.

Let the pictures speak. I need a break. I am tired enough.

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

I am not gonna lose.

nope. i am not gonna be that childish anymore. i should have learned from my previous mistakes. i should be patient. i should get more mature. i should calm myself down, cause it's such a howler to get worried every single day by somebody that is nobody.

this time, this moment, i am not going to lose anymore. enough is enough. i have put up with it for quite a time. so, now i am trying to not care everything, to be an ignorant, so that i can live happily and peacefully. although sometimes i feel being hurt, i shouldn't showed my emotion, and i should control my temper. i can't get my emotion that easily. i should learn with it, deal with it. i can't lose anymore, i need to be strong. i will fight till it ends. i will not surrender.

Friday, April 1, 2011

I am walking away.

Happy April mop people! do you get fooled? Yes i am. i went to school like usual, and when it came to physics lesson, i was like doing the work given by my teacher and i didn't that care about friends who were sitting behind me. All i knew is they were laughing hilariously, and made a lousy voice like something very funny had happened. and i didn't really care , and kept dealing with my work until ......... until the recess time, when i asked them what was so funny. none of them answered, and they kept walking, telling my other classmates about something, and i didn't know. even at that time, i still didn't know until, one of my classmates, who has just come back, said something like my friends were doing something related to me, and like finally, someone showed me, and i read one of the broadcasts.

Guess what happened? My friends were broadcasting that i was selling shoes, and i sold sport shoes for boys, with a super duper sale. and in such a short time, i got like a lot of requests in my blackberry messenger, and again, even unlucky, my blackberry was taken, and they were like accepting those requests and started to open chat, asking them as if i were a shoes seller. OMG. could you imagine that? Moreover, My friends broadcasted again those messages, and They used my phone to broadcast it AGAIN, and for your information, i have mom, sis, and my auntie, or my other relatives in my contacts list, and they just sent it without selection. O M G (again) there were a lot of requests, and even my sister, asked me. -_____-. Everyone seemed to believe them! -.- and i was like running after my friends to get my phone back, and make a quick hit for them. shouting in insanity, but at the same time, i felt the thrill feeling running in my blood, as i was feeling so humble, and i felt a little bit fun. although it may be like one of many worst and crazy scenarios for April mop, i still felt the F U N . HAHAHA.!

Happy April Fool's Day!